My journal is semi-locked, where some entries will be private to the prying eyes of strangers. That can be easily fixed though. If you desperately want to read every single on of my entries, why not erase yourself from my stranger list? Leave a comment, we can get to know each other and I'll add you back in a day or two! Ask away, any questions at all, I'd love to answer.
My journal is semi-locked, where some entries will be private to the prying eyes of strangers. That can be easily fixed though. If you desperately want to read every single on of my entries, why not erase yourself from my stranger list? Leave a comment, we can get to know each other and I'll add you back in a day or two! Ask away, any questions at all, I'd love to answer.
contemplativeWell, that aside, I am finally properly, properly employed. By whom? By dear Yamaha. I am going to have so much fun, I just know it. Well, after I manage to arrange my schedule which is kind of messed up. I have choir, family commitments, driving, my dog daycare job and now this. Oh ho ho. Best busy myself up before I get too used to being a bum. Speaking of driving, I have officially completed Stage 1 and am about to go for my compulsory auto lesson which will definitely be a breeze compared to what I've been doing.
While the holidays have been fun (so far), I'm sure that it's going to be so much more exhilarating. With tomorrow's exciting chilling-in-the-library-with-classmates,
chipperHaving been too caught up with my post Junior College life (as well as the all-too-addictive Tumblr), I have forsaken my beloved Livejournal account which I am about to revive right now.
Working a job which calls upon me when I'm needed, the rest of my time is devoted to writing, driving as well as singing!
- Writing: Good morning, friends, here is your friendly neighbourhood reviewer of movies and television shows at your service. No, really, I'm currently a writer over at the awesome one-stop entertainment website TheTVGeeks! While a website newly born, it sure is on the rise! We writers do our best to bring you our take on the latest movies and television shows (well, the latest ones in sunny Singapore at least)! As for me, I have reviewed 5 movies till this date: The Grey; Dr Seuss' The Lorax; Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close; Ghost Rider 2: Spirit of Vengeance and the latest, This Means War! I am also covering the best zombie show I have ever come across, The Walking Dead! That's not all! Do drop by the website to take a look and spread the word! After all, good things are for us to share, aren't they? Swing by the Facebook page and Twitter as well to get the full deal, what's there to lose?
- Driving: Instead of bumming my life away, I decided to put my time to better use and what better way to do it by learning an incredibly important life skill? Speaking of which, I still have a driving lesson tomorrow and before you ask, yes, I'm cool and I'm taking manual because that is the fun of driving. The gear-switching is the real deal, the timeless experience. If you are wondering whether to choose manual or automatic, trust me, opt for the former. Manual is so much more fun and you actually feel like you're doing something. Auto might be tons easier, but you are going to regret it when you see the rest having a ball and all you're doing is pressing on the accelerator while trying to stay awake!
- Singing: Yes, I am going to make my career work. Other than the random gigs I have done, I feel the need to share my passion out there, in the world, to the people of the world. My Youtube account is still up and running, though there are lack of covers. My guitar string has snapped twice and I am currently waiting for my dear sister to send it for servicing so I shall satisfy myself by practicing in the mean time. I have also been going back for choir practice with my ex-school choir in preparation for their upcoming concert at SOTA. If you're wondering which choir it is, well, it's none other than the awesome Catholic Junior College choir who did superbly well in an international competition (in Germany) just a year ago. If you have the time to spare, do fork out a teensy bit of cash from your wallets to listen to the merry music-making!
I am 3 years older than my last Livejournal post so really, friends, do treat this like my first official entry on my brand new blog which I am going to maintain properly this time. In the meantime, here is my beloved Tumblelog which you can pop by! Till then, goodnight!
busyYou know why?
(ALL MY TVXQ STUFFS ARE INSIDE)
Anyway, sad things aside, prom is this Sunday! Can you believe it? My mom made my dress. Too cool! I can't sew for nuts, so, yeah, it is cool to me. Bought my shoes and stuff already. Right after prom, gonna just head home to wash up and grab my bags and then to the airport I go! 8D
I'll be bringing a diary this time, so I can just jot down whatever happens on that day, so I don't forget them when I get back to Singapore. I think it's a good way of capturing memories. Perhaps even better than pictures, I feel.
Oh, one thing, MY PHONE IS DONE! WOOOOOO.
Okay, back to business. I can't really remember what I did recently after my exams. Speaking of exams, it was pretty okay I guess. Not too bad, so I hope I do well :/ Hmm, I just played a lot, screamed a lot (in a bad way), and oh, my birthday is coming! THAT is awesome. Supposed to head to Wild Wild Wet tomorrow but it's that time of the month so, uh-uh, cancelled, I think.
Anyway. I have got to run! Things to do, loads of them. Will be back right after my trip and then I'll dedicate myself to my LJ again :D
(Look forward to my report and to photos! YAY)
amusedBeen missing in action for a few days. Basically, all I’ve been doing is just like, immersing myself in nostalgia. I’ve been thinking a lot, about what I regret and whatnot. Thinking back, time flies. I’ve been in my school for 10 whole years. That’s a decade of my life. Precious 10 years that I’ve spent, growing, laughing, loving. Though there might have been crying and screaming, tears of angst spilt over what shouldn’t have been, I guess that it’s all part and parcel of growing up and fine, I accept it.
Ehm, I'm back haha. After being on hiatus for so long (actually no, I've been updating regularly on Tumblr), I'm back on LJ! My haven, yay. Anyway, since I'm too drained after pouring out everything I wanted to say on Tumblr, I'll just paste it here so let my lovely friends here know how I'm doing :-)
"Hmm, got back a few results and really, they were pretty bad, as I expected. I knew I'd definitely scrape a pass for Chinese and pfft, Math. That one I didn't expect. I thought I'd get at least a B but no, I got a C, even though I studied. Chemistry, expected. Failed but well, at least it wasn't an F.
And now, English made me happy. It's my first A. I did really badly for compre so I was ecstatic when I realized the rest managed to pull my grades up. Now, literature tomorrow, and what else? I have no idea.
At least I didn't get an F, yet. I'm going to study every single day. Agh, Ayu, Saturday? Don't forget me!
:/
Disappointment is inevitable but at times, it seems like that dreaded feeling of disappointment just snakes up your skin even when you try not to let it get to you. Plus, I've just realized what I've been doing for the past year. All I've been doing is hoping, hoping for things I'll never achieve, hoping for friendship which will never restored, hoping for the impossible. I've been dreading the moments I have to face reality and cruelty and I've been avoiding obstacles which I simply have to overcome or I'll never get anywhere.
I realize now that I've been weak.
My whole life revolves around hiding, being unable to face the truth and that just proves my point. I'm weak and that's pathetic. However, I take comfort in the fact that I'm nowhere as pathetic as you. Though I'm weak, I'm weak because I trust too much and believe too much. I have too much hope. At least, I don't stoop so low to the extent that I use underhanded and lowly means to get what I want.
That's good enough for me.
So now I guess that my :/ 5 paragraphs up can be changed to:
8D
Come what may, I'll take it with a smile."
drained(Background music plays: Son Dambi - 미쳤어)
Gosh, I swear that Wooyoung is like, the cutest man-boy alive. I can't believe, I mean, HE IS ALMOST AS CUTE AS KIM JUNSU FROM TVXQ. HOW CAN IT BE? And like, Jaebeom is totally the tinier version of Jung Yunho. My mum loves Khun because he can speak Thai and she's like absolutely smitten with him. She wants him to be her son-in-law but sadly, I 'm loyal to the ho. Though I swear I'm trying to hate Ho, it can never happen, really :/
Oh well, just last words before I go: AYU, PLEASE OH PLEASE OH PLEASE GET THOSE DAYUM TICKETS AND BACKSTAGE PASSES. I'LL LIKE, DO WHATEVER YOU WANT.
Seriously, Khun is adorable, WOOYOUNG WHAT ARE YOU DOING HAHA, Jaebeom (muscles muscles omg homg zomg guh), Junsu (wuuuut? HAHA), Junho is totally the miniature version of Rain and Chansung is a Queen Ant.
Uh-huh.
However, I AM FOREVER CASSIOPEIAN (woot woot)
Okay, I shall continue studying now.
amused(Been vigorously making notes the past few days, hope it works)
Oral was yesterday, was fine I guess, for the reading and all but the conversation topic was totally unexpected D; Plus, I unintentionally kind of offended someone I didn't want to offend since we already have a bad enough relationship but nooooo, I just had to go and make things worse. Great job.
Oh, we had floorball again today, was a tie 8) Not that I mind because I'm glad, after all, everyone got prizes and it was the workout involved (of running around the whole court and being a goal with Olivia the keeper and switching positions randomly) that counted. That was my last PE lesson this year and in SN and I think I'll miss it. Though I'm supposed to be studying, but I'll miss being in my current school after having been in it for 10 years. Although there were good and bad memories (there were more bad than good ones but wtv), the good ones totally overpowered the bad and although the good ones are outnumbered by the bad, the good still owns ;)
Time passes really fast. I'm growing and I think that I shouldn't be so immature anymore. If I want whatever I want, I have to work for it and not just sit there and wait.
To conclude, I'll go for it and do my very best. For the first time, let me keep to my own promises. I've broken my own promises one too many times.
吐息がすっと昇って冬めく空溶けだした
澄んだ空気に心は洗われてさかのぼる
立ち止まったり、回り道もしたけど
一つ一つが大切な記憶
今日のように いつの日も 君と共に…
降り出した雪が辺りを染めて
僕等をそっと包み込んでゆくよ 優しく
君が居たから今でも前を向いて進めるんだ
彩る冬を歩いて心から そう思う
歩道沿いには梢に咲く雪の花
白いキャンバス落書きの路面
冷たい手重ね合い温めあう
振り返り見れば並ぶ足跡
転んだ跡を眺め微笑みあう 冬の日
いつも手に手を取るように
こうして確り 踏み締め行こう
降り積もる雪と白い足跡
二人で描くように歩いてく いつまでも
そっと寄り添うみたいに
もう少しゆっくり 一緒に帰ろう
-(雪の足跡) L'arc en Ciel
My new layout is pretty pretty (ROFL)
(준수) 지난 과거속에 흩어졌던 시간들과
수줍은 미소를 나눈 우리들의 거리 그 사이를 살며시 물들여준 보라빛 바다
아직 그리 오래된 연인은 아니지만
너와 나 같은 곳을 바라보며 하나 둘 새겨놓은
희미한 발자국이 내게 있어 Nothing better than that
(창민) 어느새부터 자연스레 내안에 자라온 외로움에
나아닌 누군가를 소중하게 생각한적 없던 날들
(유천) 아침을 괴롭히는 눈이부신 햇살 늦은 밤 길 비추는 환한 달빛
작고 순수했던 기억에 토라지고 가슴 설레어
(재중) 이제 깨달았죠 단 하나의 사랑인걸
나몰래 흘린 눈물 기억나지 않게 언제라도
따스한 바람 되어 널 감싸안을께
가끔 환상처럼 사라질까 두려워져
언제나 비가와도 칠흙같이 캄캄한 어둠이 와도
그대 곁에서 기다릴께 Nothing better than that
(윤호) 수화기 넘어 계속 재잘대던 수다
때로는 넘어져서 툴툴대는
내곁을 지켜주는 니 말투 네 몸짓이 나를 웃게해
(준수) 지난 과거속에 흩어졌던 시간들과
수줍은 미소를 나눈 우리들의 거리 그 사이를 살며시 물들여준 보라빛 바다
아직 그리 오래된 연인은 아니지만
너와 나 같은 곳을 바라보며 하나 둘 새겨놓은
희미한 발자국이 내게 있어 Nothing better than that
(재중) 하루에 꽃피고 시드는 세상 수억개의 사랑
(준수) 새겨지고 지워져도 널 향한 내마음 (끝이 없어)
(창민) 셀 수 없는 시간 천천히 흘러가도
처음 사랑을 약속한 그날 그대로 영원할테죠
(재중) 이제 깨달았죠 단 하나의 사랑인걸
나몰래 흘린 눈물 기억나지 않게 언제라도
따스한 바람 되어 널 감싸안을께
가끔 환상처럼 사라질까 두려워져
언제나 비가와도 칠흙같이 캄캄한 어둠이 와도
(유천) 그대 곁에서
(윤호) 나무가 되서
(창민) 쉴 곳을 주고
(준수) 헤메지 않게 등불이 되서
(재중) 널 기다릴께 Nothing better than that
-(Nothing Better) TVXQ
Uh huh, uh huh. LMAO, I've been listening to Japanese songs lately (Thanks, Maria). They're really gorgeous.
(sighs)
HYDEEEEEE, I LOVE L'ARC & VAMPS BECAUSE HE'S AWESOME AND HE'S IN BOTH OF THEM. HIS VOICE IS TOTALLY UN-OWNABLE (unless it's TVXQ) BUT HE'S GREATTTT.
busy